Tuesday, 7 July 2009

07/07/09: Food & ultimately a binge

40g Fruit n Fibre - 2.5pts
1/4 pint semi skimmed milk - 1pt
WW yoghurt - 1pt
mutli seeded roll - 4pts
salad w/ dressing - 1pt
ham - 1.5pts
4 finger Kit Kats - 5pts
small latte - 1pt
6 slices of pizza - 25pts

Total: 42/23pts (+ 4 bonus pts for running)

I've been in a horrible mood since getting home and I was home alone so I caved in to some pizza. I feel so fucking stupid, it's not even worth any sympathy. I need a slap. I'm so angry with myself that I thought the only thing I deserve is to throw it all back up again but I knew that would be a scary road to travel down so I have this disgusting food bubbling away in my stomach. I want to cry and punch something. WHY DID I DO IT?!

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